Sappy Tings ♥

 

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Firstly, Happy Holidays to those who Celebrate. ♥

Okay so Nov to now hasn't been ideal or no where what I imagined it would be or where I'd be or who'd still be in my life. I've lost some people along the way and gained some new ones. Reached out and recovered some old friends. This month hasn't been the best but it defiantly improving! This is for all the ones who've stuck by, lifted me up, forgiven me for my fucked up brain and continue to support me. ♥

Kat- not pictured but loved. Life may be taking us down different paths, We both have our struggles but you still are there when I need ya, even through people you know may not be the best for me, you still don't push your views or dislike of people onto me. You always know what to say to cheer me up and put me back into bad bitch mode. You remind me of my worth and not to settle for less. I love the fuck out of you!

Jay- (Pictured) We started from the bottom now we here! never intended or set out for you to be my SL kiddo, but Pisces be gang gang, there not splitting us up. you always got my back, you remind me to not take no shit, and when I'm also maybe over reacting and should soften up. you get it! you know how I function and I'm so glad i have you in my life for all the fun, devious, shit talking, trolling, good vibes, music and late nights when I just need to vent it all out. You always come running anytime anyplace, you lit ROD as a friend as long as they no shade, they no tea and we get it. ♥

Roni- (Pictured) Girl we have a our and downs, but we always stick it out, work it out and come back better then ever. that's what friendship is. I'll always be here to hear you vent, got your back, and support ya and you do the same for me. 3am drunk cries for life anytime. Happy I'm your first and only and adore tf out of you. thanks for being a rock when i was in a hard place.

Stray- (Pictured) Is What It Is, We grew apart.

Tronixx- (Pictured) you are a POS ♥

Itty- (not pictured.) Glad we reconnected and have a chance at a healthier friendship, thanks for getting my super fucked up head and helping me understand me better, for always having the right videos, memes, for all the little things. but thanks the most for helping teach me how to forgive and heal like I need too and helping me now with saying no and setting bounderies. We've honestly been through hell together but there isn't a soul I don't think knows me like you do. No one relates like you do. I'm not the best of friend, but your the one who picks up at 2am when i need it the most. thanks you.

Death- aka Dave. (not pictured.) THANK YOU. You been one of my longest and biggest supporters and friends, we may not talk about the deep stuff, but you always let me rant about stupid shit, you always pick me up, make me laugh, and there for me in your unique stoner ways. One of my BESTEST friends. We may not have been in each other cards, but we just mesh. thanks for being a great friend and always there ♥

Last but NOT least. (Also not pictured) bc they busy beans. The two who have lit seen, heard me at my worst. When I was on the edge ready to give up they talked me down. They made me hang on. Rith. Justin. I'm so sorry you've seen and dealt with all my trauma, baggage, drama, heartbreak and retarded-ness. I appreciate you both more then you will EVER know, what I feel for you guys is a next level love and adoration. Y'all are MY BEST FRIENDS. Lewd shit, Nerdy talk, Late Nights, Support and Understanding. Never using anything as ammo against me, never making me feel guilty, insane, never making me feel bad for being me. Anytime I call y'all are there, anytime i reach out, it you two. Whether it be relaxing, chillin and bs-ing, gaming, crying, venting, nerd talk ( mostly you too dorks :P) Our Adventures are the ones I cherish most. I will NEVER take either of you for granted, I will always be here for you in return. I love you both more then words. thank you. Thank you so much for all you do, have done and will do. Justin we are due for another real life hanging out, and Rith one day I'll meet ya and hug ya tight I swear it! I can't ever repay what you two have done for me, my life and always being there holding my hand but know I'm here bc of you two. thanks for shining the brightest in my darkest when I needed it the most! LY GUYS!! ♥

There is so many more people important to me and there for me when i was going through it and still am struggling, thank of you as well for just being great friends, supporters, guiding me, and being around. You are the best really. I'm glad each and every one of you are in my life; Broken, John, Jason, Corey, Stu, Manny, Toast, Jack, Anthony, Von, Alexander, Wayward, and anyone else my ADHD brain forgot, I'm sorry >.<

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an no Atlas can't read bc he a Zooby (Pictured) but I adore that kiddo more then anyone knows. I waited so long holding out for a family, things to all line up and work out. I wanted it all. But just holding him warms my heart, makes me happy I may never have a child in RL he's the closest I'll ever get. So y'all just know he heals me, and I'm glad I went through with the SL Pregnancy and did it, maybe one day I'll have the family I want and the full RP of pregnancy and stuff but just having him for pictures, to hold, to cherish helps my inner "wanting to be a mom" so much very grateful to have SL to explore that and live this out.♥