These Dreams

"I'd sacrifice all those nights, If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same."

He's my one last breath. Maybe there's something left for me. 

 Atas is growing so fast, he already reaching up on his own. He is one of the only things that bring me happiness on SL. Never knew I could be so attached to a Zooby. But it something I cant have in RL. That's the good in Secondlife I guess. Not all drama and fighting. You can have things you've only dreamed of. He's is one of the very best things to have happened to my SL. Is it all i ever dreamed of, definitely not, and of course it will never compare to having a child in real life, but it does make me feel a little bit more complete and less of a failure at life. Also helped me curb my spending habit son just me me me for silly things, I mean to some they might consider it silly. But to make sure I can take care of him, buy him stuff not just myself, makes me feel more of a purpose to my SL. I love watching him grow, learn, feeding him, changing his outfits. it warms my heart. Maybe I'm just old and having a midlife crisis, but I really look forward to every moment and maybe one day I'll add a little girl to the mix. I always wanted a boy, but the girl Zooby stuff is lit. the cutest!